Honestly there's so much I could say, I don't know where to start. So much has changed. both me personally, the way life's paths directed me and the numerous chain of event that bombarded my ass over the past year.
Most of which stacked upon 2008s chain of events. which I have to say provided the most enlightening revelations I've probably had in my life. I dont want to sound cheesy, deep and ominous and shit so I'll dumb it down. I learned alot. Both skillz wise, socially, myself and what the hell I'm looking for. Looking back at two years ago. heh, there are memories of times. some which I want to go punch the shit out of myself and say "dumbass! snap out of it, dont do that!". but along with that, someone taught me the best thing to do is say "screw it all" to the past. today's today and your regrets sink you deeper. now shut up about what happened and concentrate. I have to say, thanks. those down to earth tell it like it is people help.
I've noticed alot change. I finally have a clue about, we'll alot now. Of course likely 2 years from now, I'll still look back almost shamefully, but life's looking up.

To those who followed me before, I switched accounts. Im using my standard user name on the web now. I'm online more and hop to compile a better gallery for peoples viewing pleasure. Or random release of a desire to waste time...

On another note, ART. Its sat accumulating. in notebooks. in folders, scribbled into margins of school papers, and burned onto the many cd "coasters" cluttering my living space. not to mention the half finished projects sitting in my garage and workshop.
And of course the random shit and bits of writing scribed onto stray bits of paper, the sharpied napkins and notebooks.
Everything, I'm slowly gathering. I've improved alot. less critical. sorta less perfectionist.
Also still no high speed internet, but new hacking skills( heh, like i have much skill, proxy is pretty amatuer) are helping me bypass internet filtering at school. so Hopefully more posts! Dialup is better than nothing but still SUCKS ASS! argh. anyway for those who actually readthis, thanks. to the like 2 of you who probably ever will.
*sigh* highschools great.Lifes fine. Personalities fairly defined. And friendships are like good wine. better with age